NZ91
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Well im not going to create a male version of this topic so ill just post this here.
I found out a week ago that I have an anxiety disorder. It's really bad and humiliating (there's a bit of info on wikipedia). I've had it for a year but it's worsened in the last couple of weeks.
Anyway, my boyfriend promised to help me through it and stand by me, but lately he's just changed, he's not there for me and isn't supporting me much at all, just tonight it got quite bad and I asked if we could talk, he said he would ring soon as he was busy, 40 mins later her rings and i get out of bed to talk to him. I start to confide in him about how i'm feeling and he almost completely switches off and starts ignoring me, he's the only one i've got and he constantly puts the computer before me, instead of listening to me and helping me he'd rather play games or visit forums, I asked him to put it aside for 5 mins to talk to me and he said no and kept going. He eventually texted me to say "right i'm going" and hung up on me. I wasn't smothering him either, i'd given up trying to talk to him and he decided to hang up.
I really don't know what to do I feel rejected and blocked out by the one person you'd think would want to help me through my problem. It's caused my mental and physical health to deteriorate rapidly in the past week and I don't know what I can do if my partner of 3 and a half years refuses to help me.
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Ahh the beauties of being a woman.
Speaking of which, brb cooking
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Write a story about meeee TNF
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Im so pissed off.
I went to a party to catch up with people i havent seen since i left school and i had my first panic attack.
It's one of the most horrifying things ive ever been through.
I never want to go through that again
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OGTAM secretly smoked marijuana everyday and gave his principals some and passed with a 4.2 gpa I hoep u r haz sarkastic detektor =)
LOL, don't worry, I know how to take a joke...unlike most people here.
I'm pretty bored right now...and kinda horny. Ehh, I might just go to sleep.
Lol buddy you couldn't take a joke if it slapped you in the face.
@UN: What's wrong?
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Lol you guys are saying that cause she's barely wearing anything.
Put it away lads ; )
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Highschool is awesome but gay at the same time.
Depends on each country though I guess.
Oh and stay at school until you're fully finished, even if you hate it. Leaving early screws things up.
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I didn't find any topic like this and if there is one then don't bite my dick head off.
So post dreams that you have.
The other night I dreamed that Chris was a pimp and I was one of his hoes.
I'm not even kidding.
Last night I dreamed I had lesbian sex with some chick. It was so fucked up.
What about you?
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I didn't read them cause they're pretty much the same as any GTA forum. Plus cause i'm not a noob.
Also welcome.
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I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 3am, so i get up and do some study. At 6am when my mum gets up i go say hai and stuff and ask her to open my jar of coffee beans for me. She spills them on the fucking floor then gets me to clean it up. My day has failed already. Not to mention when I finally got to drink the coffee, it tasted like shit.
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LOL@ darth vader
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You naturally have curly hair??
AWWWW cute.
hotsex
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Yeah. This laptop is 2nd hand i got it a couple of weeks ago. I'm still trying to sort out the shit on it and the vista crashes all the time. It's not that bad though cause i use my desktop the most, i prefer it cause laptops are annoying.
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I cant really comment lol it's on my laptop, my desktop has XP. I hate vista it's a piece of shit lol. I have home edition
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Fucking eh
That's for my laptop, uploads on my desktop aren't working atm
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LOL.
I was implying little kids are annoying as fuck, but the games were fun reguardless.
Nigras.
It's okay you can admit it.
And lol chris you won
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WE'LL DO IT DOGGIE STYLE SO WE CAN BOTH WATCH XFILES.
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PUT YOUR HANDS DOWN MY PANTS AND I BET YOU'LL FEEL NUTZ.
I WANT YOU SMOTHERED WANT YOU COVERED LIKE MY WAFFLEHOUSE HASH BROWNS
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Garcia.
What radio station has the song "Great train robbery"?
If my answer was wrong then someone else can go
EDIT: Wrong city.
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Yes, delicious treats. Now get back to the kitchen and make me some. j/k
300 US or 300 NZ? US Dollars suck these days, I think you'd rather have 300 kiwi's or 300 kiwifruit's to be honest ha.
Anyways I am off to Reading tomorrow morning. Throughout the weekend I'll probably have a shit ton of pics to post here. So check back here Monday evening for those, should be quite lulzy.
If i went to america i'd lose half of my money. Cause of the exchange rate.
US$300 is more than NZ$300
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LOL. And I wouldn't need to anyway because wimminz would be throwing themselves at me for being the hottest president in history etc. and the fact I'm actually cool and not a complete dickhead like most US presidents
Yeah, you're just a pimp ;]
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San Fierro.
Where the photos were taken, it's in the countryside lol not SF. But nevermind.
LS Vinewood?
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My PS2 is gone and I feel like playing.
Life Sucks
HELLO CLARICE
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Oh okay my bad i forgot
Which area is "Photo Opportunity" set in?
(The place where the photos are taken)
Love & Relationships Thread
in Members' Lounge
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I had a talk to him, he's sorry and trying to help me.
And no he's not cheating on me, he's not that kind of guy, plus he doesn't even converse with other chicks lol.
I think things will work out, he's just really into his gaming and his close group of guy mates. They're all like that.
I'm going to give things a go and see how things are for a while then re-assess the situation. We have been together since we were 13 and we've been through so much together.
I would literally saw off my leg to save the relationship.
Thanks for the advice guys, really appreciate it.
The anxiety disorder thread sounds like a good idea. A place to get shit out. I wouldn't wish that kind of disorder on anyone, it has literally ruined my life for the past year. I'll start it now.