Well, I've never seen her like me. We were decent friends at the start, but then once I entered Puberty, it all starts changing, which means you actually have feelings for this girl, including these nice fantasies that you have when your asleep. She found out that I actually liked her, and of course, she wanted to end it. So, I did it for the both of us, so she doesn't get hurt. I hate how friends can be sometimes whenever you express your feelings. Then, from today, she's got herself a boyfriend and likes him, not me. It makes you feel like you've been rejected, which actually has happened to me. I basically let the depression flow through me everyday, it sucks showing my depression in front of her cause I don't really want to be related in any way. So yeah, I'm still depressed from something that happened ages ago. It's just so hard to move from something like this.
So, I just have the live with it, I can't be with this hot girl. Sucks indeed. Now I just got to focus myself on more important things.
We all have different qualities, so you'd expect to be different.