As I said before, your name doesn't bother me, people use the word "Spaz" all the time, it's just part of people's vocabulary. If someone had the name "RETARD" then I wouldn't get mad, EVERYONE says retard now, but if someone was like "I LAFF AT RETARDS CUZ THEY MAKE FUNNY NOISES LOL!" then yeah I'd be pissed off. Do you see where I'm coming from...? Words are part of peoples vocabulary, I've become used to it, you can't change it. I don't use the words personally, but yeah. I USED to fucking hate it when people used the word retarded, it pissed me off so much. You probably remember that. But yeah, I've grown used to it.