my social life totally boring...
i'm shy, i don't want public attention, i just want to be a mysterious person...
i do have few friends who backstabbed me years ago, and i know they are still backstabbing me
thank God 2 of them are left to support me in bad times
at school, i'm not a popular person and i'm rather obscure, i'm thinking sometimes that i don't exist in this world
girls in my class hated me because i speak very bluntly against them
i also doubt that someone likes me...
i think one of the causes is that i'm not raised to be a friendly person, i'm always confined inside the house but my parents always let me to get out without being worried about me safety... i'm just a totally dumb ass
no one will like me if you know me personally