Hm, I could say it's improving, I'm making more friends and managing to get on with them ok, but it's pretty hard.
But whenever I meet new people, or in public places full of people I just freeze up and don't speak. But I guess I'm becoming a bit more confident, that doesn't happen as bad or as much anymore.
I mostly spend my time inside, well all my time, but I went out before to the shop and bought a coke on my own, for some reason, I'm pretty proud of myself, because it probably doesn't seem hard at all for most of you but I really find it hard, especially if I'm on my own.
I suffer from really serious anger problems, so when I someone pisses me off at school or something, I just go insane, laughing in an evil way, scraping my face against rough walls and headbutting doors and sometimes taking it out on people, throwing stones at peoples heads while shouting "Die you fucking cunt I'll slit your throat", and when people see that, they just don't really want anything to do with me, so that makes it harder for me to make friends, but if they ask me why, I tell them, and they become my friend, because they see that I'm not really a bad person, and more people are asking me why, so I keep making friends, improving my social life.
So I guess I could say it's pretty shit, but it's good enough for me.