Mine is very confusing, I suffer from bad social anxiety as well and I can never think of things to say to people and because of that people find you creepy, quiet or a loner, I am also an angry person and everytihng pisses me off, because of these people that have done these things to me I've pretty much gave up on life and don't even try, I steal from convience stores, I break the law and I don't care, I'm not trying to be cool I'm just answering your question. I don't give a shit about what happens, I've been caught doing some shit and it doesn't even affect me because I just gave up, it's sad really, the kids in North America are all going to end up pushing and doing drugs.